He cheated on me. I don't know how many times in 11 years of marriage that he had casual relationships, but he told me he thought 9 different girls were his soulmate. The tragedy in this was that I knew. I actually accepted this was my life for year after year. And then, the WORST thing happened. He moved out and I was left with a mortgage that was six months late. I had no idea how he got that far without me knowing that things weren't being paid.

He had been a rough guy throughout our marriage/relationship, but the worst was when he left. Instead of feeling relieved, I was suddenly very angry at myself for letting him stay as long as he did. I was hurt that my youth was gone and that I had become nothing because I'd spent so many years supporting him. When we divorced, he took everything but my children. He said if I let him have it all, including the house, he would leave them alone. Since he was abusive to all of us, I took my kids and my freedom. . . and let everything else go.

I had one boyfriend who I had known for 4 years prior to dating, we waited til I was 18 cause he was 4 years older. Well he was always kind of sketchy so I'm not sure why i went there in the first place. we started dating on july 4th and were on on the 21st. I made the mistake of gettin' slightly attached and having sex with him even though my I knew he was cheating on me. (Word of advice make sure you hide your tracks on facebook and myspace if you don't want to be found out!) but I dind't believe it I listened to his stories...Well I ended up leaving one morning and I had a really strange feeling, he said he was going to go to his firefighter training and I just didn't believe it so I went back with my mom (too shakey to drive) and I caught him in bed with some nasty and oh I got mad. I dragged a paperbag down his back instant bleeding and I had him on his knees telling me how worthless he was and so on....Come to find out he had 5 other girlfriends spread out over 150 miles and I was the main one he wanted to marry and whatnot because I had money and looks...
So unnerving...I swear if I ever see him again I will not put my breaks on... :)

2 years in a relationship with a snap of the fingers by her got broken off... So I think this is pretty bad considering we saw each other everyday and all the i love u's in the world didnt mean nothing if u could just say OK goodbye nice to have met u like u was some stranger.

How about you?

check out some of my poems at booksie.com/michaelangelo374

Mike !

Ps: Here is poem I wrote after the break up...

Wounded Lover
Falling Apart, Breaking Down from this pain in my heart.
Hit me when im down aim for the middle.
I look at you and see something so little.
Pull the trigger say your peace, my heart is pumping, bullets release.
Shoot me again and again, I pray to God does this pain never end.
I cannot take this pain no more,
not even bullets hurt more then when my heart hit the floor.
Feeling the pain even though im dead.
As you Aim for my heart and as the bullets tread,
you look straight deep in my eyes,
pull the trigger without thought she watches me fall to my demise.
Lieing In my grave alone and still,
why didnt she think twice before she went for the kill.
Grave reads Here lies .......
a white light as I open my eyes.
My Heavenly Father Holds out his hand,
My Son come join me in paradise the promise land.
Wings of an Angel Comfort me,
Fly to the one that did this to thee.
Touch of my heavinly heart will save her,
I love u my child this is the cure.
As she comes to my grave to apologize,
On her knees Tears falling from her eyes.
Please forgive me I no not what I do,
I apologize Bullets Blast I can now see it from your view.

in my relationship the worst thing happened that my partner always wants me to understand him but very clearly he wont understand me..