What scares you the most in life?
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When I worked as a business/political advisor, my brain was my greatest asset. I did not need brawn. I did not need agility. I needed to think quick and react to any situation that popped up.
As a writer, I have to think clearly and logically to make sure that people at least have a chance of following the train of thought that I am typing up for them. I have to be able to be creative, reactionary, and specific - all things that a well-trained brain can deal with.
As a person, I am considered by many as being one of the most logical people that they know. Some people point out how I can quickly think of multiple different angles that they had not explored even to problems that just came up. Granted, my former work cultivated this, but it is still an important aspect of my life. Not having this would be devastating to me.
When I was in college, I found that I was drawn to a certian writer that I had never heard of before. while he was not the best writer ever, H.P. Lovecraft spoke directly to a fear that I had for my entire life. He spoke to lyssophobia, the fear of going insane. Over the years, I have read his work (and that of the Cthulhu Mythos), studied it, and lectured on it. The fact that his character usually battle with insanity is a factor that make me relate to, and feel afraid whenever I read it.
Being at the mercy of others scares me to no end. I have always supported myself, and gotten by on my own brainpower. Not having that would literally kill the person inside that makes me - me. if I went insane for any rason, I would become a warrant of the state, and I would lose - me.
I have long said that I wish that I could place a statement in my will that would allow me to be shot if I ever go insane, or lose my mental facalties for any reason. Due to certain regulations placed by the government, I can not put a clause in my will that would cause me physical harm. All I can do is pray that I die the day before I go insane.
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Any scenario where I lose the control I had or expected to have is terrifying.
Every single activity form the most inane to the most uniquely complex can be anything from spooky boo boo scary to heart stoppingly axe to the face horrifying to me if I am not in the expected amount of control and the more control the better. The more control I have the less fear I experience and that ratio is 1 unit to 1 unit inversely proportional absolutely.
And worse that not being in control?
The moments right before an unavoidable situation approaches me in which I know in advance that I will not have any or very little control of what happens. That is real anticipation terror to me.
What can I say? Character flaw.
personal experience
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I am not scared of death or dying, I am just scared of suffering. IN fact, I have said several times, I want to die like my great grandma, peacefully in my sleep.
I am sure I have better days ahead and a solution to my problem will be found, but this certainly has been a wake up call to what is important to me in my life. Nothing seems to matter to me except feeling well.
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As a child of eight, my best friend, and my dad left at the same time, and I started to be bullied by my supposed friends. I felt like I had no one. When I eventually got back my family and my confidence, I started to worry about losing my family again...
Eating goat cheese:
With goat cheese, and all goat products, I am highly allergic, and I could DIE it I eat any more.
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M$Sometimes I think that's why I don't sleep well for days and nights... because I'm afraid I'm going to miss something. I won't see that particular sunrise or that particular falling star. I realize I can't see or do everything there is in this world but since my surgery that nearly paralyzed me last year I just don't seem to have enough hours in any given day and night to cram all of my life into.
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I lost some pets over the years, my favorite pet cat also passed away just few months ago and it already hurts like hell. So I can't imagine how painful it would be and I wish I would not feel that one yet. I know impossible cause life's short, but not now... maybe years later when I'm a little stronger.
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