What are you meant to be doing? Good question. I think a lot of people feel that they are meant for something greater or just different. I personally have always felt a need to work at a company whose focus is to do something more than just make money.

I don’t see myself as someone out in the fields going door to door, but rather a person continuing to perform my trade (Systems Admin/Disaster Recovery Specialist) for that type of organization. So far that opportunity has not been found and taking care of my family as a priority.

I think this may be more of a need to work for a company that I can get behind, and support.

That has been a question asked since the beginning of time, and our only answer based on the results of history, has been to, do as we are told, obey the laws, pay taxes, go to church, and be obedient little civilians, submissive to authority, spending your money to keep the economy going, but this is a falsity.

Based on my upbringing, and personal beliefs, I believe we here to obey Gods commands, to seek Him with all our hearts, to be alight unto the world, that othes may see, and be led to safety, while not seeking our own happiness, nor our own pleasures, but to deny ourselves, fighting off our own desires and wants, for the greater rewards in Gods kingdom.

Doesn't mean I do that, though! Accepting Christ is free for all, but thats just the easy part, doing Gods command is the hardest thing you'll ever try to do in your entire life. That is why the path to Gods kingdom is narrow, and few will find it, but the path to eternal damnation is wide, with many a feet that shall traverse it!

I hope this helps!

P.S. Just because I know the truth, doesn't mean I'm going to heaven, quite on the contrary I believe myself to go to hell, for my own reasons.

Good question, and not too many people ponder about why they are here, but just go with the flow not asking questions! Keep asking my friend, and never settle for what is given from leftovers!