Well...

The recession hasn't really hurt ME and I'll tell you why. I WILL GET MINE somehow, someway, all that matter is that I don't suffer. WHat about everyone else? Well... What ABOUT THEM? They never looked twice in MY direction when things were good...

I get SSI, disability, food stamps, medicaid, the works! The U.S. Government really hooked me up! Well... They give me money but not enough to live the lifestyle I wish to live, and for that I PANHANDLE!!! Yes, I beg for money, but hey IT IS MY spending cash EVEN IF IT DON'T COST ME A DAMN THING to spend it, lol!!!

I am a professional bum, for one, I suck up the tax payers' money and then turn right back around and ask for their change... I fricking amuse myself!!! It's my way of saying "than you" to a God who has given me a losing hand in life. Maybe I oughtta do the ultimate insult to God and throw my life back in His face, but since I am too chicken to kill myself I'll commit LIVING SUICIDE!!! What is THAT? Thrwoing away my life so that when I am old and gray (if I even MAKE IT THAT FAR), I will have wasted my life and counted for ABSOLUTELY NOTHING for God.

IT IS AGAINST MY RELIGION to feel pain and so long as I do I will spit in God's face till He kills me! If it is against my religion, then, am I not SINNING when I go against my religion? Might as well go whole hog and sin like hell 'cause that's where I see myself headed. Just please let me mive it up HERE AND NOW, Dear God, and let me exercise my free will to stand before you condemned on Judgment Day! I'd rather push a Chevy from one end of hell back to the other, and back again, than have to live a life of this fricking pain and go to Heaven.